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Alone On The World Stage

by Cameron Blake

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1.
All the years we’ve lined up against the wall As a mother breaks and her child grows cold There are beautiful things about this desert plain Like when the lanterns bloom from the mountain rain Pull away your mask Let me see your face Let me touch your scars by the temple gates Where the wolves they eat at the baby’s feet And the gunshots ring down the one-way streets See the uniforms on the teenage boys The gorilla scarves and the bomb decoys As the pillars rise along the barbed wire coils It’s just another call to prayer through the shellfire noise Rise and shine, shine, shine, shine, shine, shine, shine When I saw you there on the threshing floor In the golden lace of the barley bales And as the alter bleeds on this trail of tears Olive branches kneel to the humid air When I raise your head and I pierce your side Will you look at me with those steadfast eyes? When my last hello is a confused goodbye They’re building up the tower of Babel in the eastern sky Rise and shine, shine, shine, shine, shine, shine, shine I’ve had many long thoughts I’ve had many lost dreams But my children live to see my frame grow weak The wall still stands by the Cyprus tree And my people sink into the banks of peace I lie awake to machine gun fire As the shadows dance to my voiceless choir I could call this home but it’s now desire As the music keeps playing on the other side Singing shine, shine, shine, shine, shine, shine, shine Rise and shine, shine, shine, shine, shine, shine, shine
2.
Striking down the Christmas tree It’s one day after the Chinese New Year Flattened boxes stacked on the curb As the garbage truck turns and double backs in third gear An ounce of prevention’s worth a pound of cure My doctor always said Many hard decisions my dear Only lead to many more hard decisions Running through the rookie years Like a ghost train on a switch back trestle On immigrant streets where the rooms overflow And the Navy dock the ocean vessels I am clawing for the sea like Jacob poised to wrestle And the angel won’t let go of me I’m in the ring and that’s the way he blesses The family business now I’m in the family business now and it’s fireproof As we grow away and pass on through Kissing all the girls goodnight The snow’s still falling into Easter All tucked away in one bed With its cedar frame split from the bone dry winter Baby’s first teeth come in And she’s waking up in the early hours My doctor tells me sleep when you’re dead But your death will come sooner if you don’t start sleeping A cup of mercy’s lying there To ease the mind that’s racing Flickin’ the ash into the air He takes a drag from the filter remaining Then you climb up those cathedral stairs To memorize the fourteen stations I never would have brought you here But you’ve exceeded all my expectations In the family business now You’re in the family business now and it’s fireproof As we’re passing on through The snowman’s face reveals it But the kids won’t notice as he melts away Mother nature sure is brave To make love come and go forever
3.
Wipe that oil from your cheek North Dakota ‘Cause Uncle Sam is striking up the band Roll that penny in the street North Dakota To the wishing well in the bottom of your pan I walk against the one-way streets in North Dakota As the lonely boy’s still shooting up a can Raising kid’s like raising hell in North Dakota With the pioneers before it all hit the fan Take your time undressing me Mmm... Take your time to stare Beat your swords into plowshares North Dakota ‘Til the oil flows like honey through the land Sing those prairie songs out here North Dakota For the unemployed and the uninhibited man Well I can’t find a bit to chew in North Dakota Only lilies bloomin’ in the cold black river sand Take your time undressing me Mmm.... Take your time to stare Beat your swords into plowshares North Dakota Where the oil flows like ribbons in your hair
4.
You awaken to the sound of her laughter That the wind blows away Then the midnight mass bell rings forever And the rain taps irregular rhythms On the roof of the house you’ve been living in There’s a flint in the eye of the tiger For when I quit all this worldly nonsense And listen to deep frozen rivers Pack up my gums with tobacco Feeling down her back in the shadows Rainbow trout nets by the window Casting cross-stitch patterns on the bathroom Yes it’s true, true, true, that I still love you The smoke swirls and breaks in the silence A gentle calm covers the water You follow her eyes to your pillow Where sleep lies the wounded man down As she brushes the snow from the window There’s a prayer on the bench at St Andrew’s For when I quit all this earthly nonsense And walk in the rain to the ocean To cast out my nets for a pearl Unbutton her shirt to the necklace Wallpaper drinking light from street Pop up patterns from another empty world Yes it’s true, true, true, that I still love you
5.
I’m just waking up from a night out with friends There’s booze on my breath and pins in my head Well darling I guess I’ve had you on my mind Don’t sing along yet ‘til I clear my throat It feels a bit raw like I can’t hit the notes But darling I choke whenever I’ve got you on my mind Pour me one more glass of wine Tell me I’m just going blind to get you off my mind Someone told me there’s no life without the risks And maybe deep inside I’m happy with this ‘Cause I gave you a kiss just to get you off my mind Did I talk out of turn or did I say too much? Did I come off unlearned? Did I not talk enough? After all, love’s just a bunch of crazy thoughts inside your mind Well I saw you pretty lady on the Piccadilly line Where I’ve learned to count to pass the time Through the twenty-five stations that are underground I’m afraid of the dark I put headphones on just to tape your mouth When you speak these words to me Maybe I run, maybe I’m late Baby I’d hate to make that kind of mistake I’m well on my way to erase you from my mind Pour me one more glass of wine Tell me I’m just going blind to get you off my mind
6.
Detroit 04:36
This one’s for the broken hearted few Like Melinda who forgot how to refuse The offer of a twin bed in a hotel room Where the curtains float like ghosts in front of you This one’s for the butcher on the row Who always wipes his chop board twice as slow When the angel with the pipe and the high cheekbones Presses her face against the glass of his shop window This one’s for the felon who was free Until he dropped the bag when he was 17 Before a Detroit city police near the Packard building And tried to hop the fence that sent him to his knees In all the storefront churches hear them liftin’ up your name Drive the Greyhound to St. Ignace and get the hell out of my veins Oh, will your lover come home? Will your lover ever need you? Oh, will your lover come home? Will your lover ever need you again? This one’s written on the walls of fragile souls Where years are soaked to the bottom of the pillows Lying on the locker floor drippin’ cold Melinda’s singing softly to her plastic comb This one’s for the lion in the round Cornered in this circus of a town People hold up signs to try to shut you down But the bones are buried six feet underground Oh, will your lover come home? Will your lover ever need you? Oh, will your lover come home? Will your lover ever need you again? There are many out here among us In the city of October Where the auto plants sit heavy in the rain There are many out here among us Railroad ties and engines Aged like rusted out reminders of the Corktown trains In all the storefront churches hear them liftin’ up your name Drive the Greyhound to St. Ignace and kick the hell out of my veins Oh, will your lover come home? Will your lover ever need you? Oh, will your lover come home? Will your lover ever need you again?
7.
Home Movie 04:25
The curtains open, the lights go dim Cough drop settles deep in his throat The projector clicks and spins The camera pans up a sleeve to a face then falls and blurs Still frame of a sycamore tree And momma’s there And daddy’s there That’s my yard Now that’s me And time stops moving Northern beaches on the sea Seagulls dive bomb tables where my family eats Someone picks me up and pulls me center frame You can see me smile as they splash me in the waves And grandpa’s there And grandma’s there That’s my dragon kite That’s my underwear And time stops moving Put that camera down Days we can’t erase Buried in the ground With so many intermissions To adjust the mirror Bury our fingertips deep in the ash Needing some damn thing to feel Another roll of film he calibrates Flip it on again and watch the same mistakes ‘Cause Mary’s there And Peter’s there And that’s my church And that’s my boutonnière And that’s my ring And that’s my wife And that’s my watch And that’s our time But time stops moving
8.
I’m hanging on tight Hanging on tight I’m chainin’ my body to the heavenly lights Tying my key to your kite God, this land seems so cruel I’m needing you now I’m needing you now I’m feeling, I’m kneeling I’m leaving you now Well I’ll go out and find you in somebody else Then I’ll go find myself There’s this mama I knew This mama I knew from a country of gypsies That smells of voodoo I gave her ten dollars to tell me the truth Came back and said I loved you Well there’s a frightened steed in a broken down barn Tired out plow on an Idaho farm Six straw soldiers on the battleground Where I gave up and lay down my crown When the fireflies dim then the spider webs shine One of these days I’ll make you all mine By the briar bush path and the tractor headlights I kissed you goodbye But it’s only in my mind ‘Cause I’m hanging plastic lights in a backyard in Manhattan Cornered on all sides Where my friends are getting high and mixing daisy cocktails That will blow your mind I’m waiting for the lights to glow now Waiting for the sun to go down Waiting for the band to load out I’m still waiting up for you For my soul grows best in your wild garden My soul grows best in your wild blue Your wild blue garden Well, I’m picking up steam I’m picking up steam My hand’s damp and empty from picking up steam I live with an actress named reality She’s the girl of my dreams She’s this woman I met This woman I met when I first got here But she ain’t come to visit me yet I don’t mean to be coy I just need to forget the real woman I left There’s a plywood shed on the one wooded acre Where the icicles bled to the ground like daggers Leaving their mark as they’re falling apart That’s the way it has been But it’s a hard place to find Where I’m hanging plastic lights in a backyard in Manhattan Cornered on all sides Where my friends are getting high and mixing daisy cocktails Just to bend their minds I’m waiting for the lights to glow now Waiting for the sun to go down Waiting for the band to roll out I’m still waiting up for you For my soul grows best in your wild garden My soul grows best in your wild blue Your wild blue garden
9.
Ultrasound 03:25
Settin’ sail in the deep Tiny fingers, tiny toes on feather feet I’m a well, You’re a spring Do you know you’re closer than you’ll ever be To heaven, to home and the secret words That spoke life in your bones? Swimming deep off the shore Ancient lighthouse in the eye of nature’s storm This display makes you laugh in the face Of your first round of photographs Too close to heaven, too close to home And the secret words that tell you “You are known” Open river, where you keep such pleasant company With the angels who are painting one more masterpiece Open river, when you get right to the heart of things We are pictures of a perfect love Every time I see you I just love you more Every time I see you I just love you more Every time I see you I just love you more Every time I see you I just love you more
10.
I surrendered when you told me I’m just another mouth to feed Told to leave the table like a beggar at the feast The holler’s been on fire, its’ vulgar sound is sweet But there ain’t no traitors living out here on Welfare Street My iron-tasting lady clipped it from a magazine It said that they were hiring for 500 a week I used to be a tradesman; at least I used to be But now I’m just a cripple out here on Welfare Street I’ve towed the party lines and they both pretend to be A place where Connie’s junkyard Is rubbing elbows with the bourgeoisie They’re written from the towers of well-oiled machines There’s no cocaine on holidays out here on Welfare Street His tennis shoes are hanging You can see them through the trees Folding under pressure like a clover in the breeze He still defies the lightening running at top speed Chasing down the bullet out here on Welfare Street The fire hydrant’s opened It’s ninety-nine degrees Watching the toddlers soak each other in their whitey-tighties Oh, there’s beauty on this river, a rainbow on the stream We’re all just friendly neighbors out here on Welfare Street But you don’t join the celebration Because it’s not what you believe The fence has gotten higher from the falling GNP And what’s the point of working when everything is free? Isn’t that the way it functions out here on Welfare Street? My vision’s growing dim It fails in empathy I’ve never stayed the night I’ve never even held the key In fact, I lack all understanding with my graduate degree I’m simply middle class and anxious out here on Welfare Street
11.
I remember who you are From standing in the dance hall light I’ve remembered you for 30 years God, it’s been 30 years or better since we met that night We were just boys not men then I remember when you still believed That friends make better enemies Then you clicked your heels Turned and walked away from me Meet Jane, she’s the girl I was talkin’ about She’s vain and young enough To cover up your birthday like a powder puff You’ve changed but the years remain Are you still living on your parent’s dime? Ah, you’re chained to the naked eye Off the record after closing time I remember who you are From standing in the dance hall light I’ve remembered you for 30 years God, it’s been 30 years or better since we met that night We were just boys not men then I remember when you still believed That friends make better enemies Then you clicked your heels And disappeared right next me Now you’re standing in front of the country On a podium you didn’t build Swinging your charm in the spotlight Wearing shoes you can’t possibly fill And the wheels of the culture are burning The wheels of the culture are burning The wheels of the culture are burning, burning From the fire raging up on the hill They’ve perfected man out in California Because everyone looks like James Dean But I’m out here reading Charles Bukowski And thinking about democracy When Hollywood secedes from the union And commissions a king and her queen And the pawns and the bishops Read the Bible like textbooks To try and figure out what it all means And Ferdinand’s still smelling roses As the matador’s down on his knees Begging for peace in the valley From the stingers and roar of the bees Now you’re standing in front of the country In a theatre that you didn’t fill Watching your bodyguards searching All the purses and book bags and belts And the wheels of the culture are burning The wheels of the culture are burning The wheels of the culture are burning, burning From the fire raging up on the hill
12.
In the quiet solitude of morning I feel the twilight break the night in half An earthworm’s writhing just beneath the surface A beetle’s on another beetle’s back Don’t pretend you didn’t hear me from the steeple Above the bell that children love to ring Well, I’m in the corner watching the barista Cleaning out the dishes in the sink Tiny ballet slippers on the nightstand Tiptoeing from the curtain call What is man that you are mindful of him When he’s tearing down the mirror on the wall? Fragile glory’s swelling up a beatin’ heart A bicycle headlight’s passin’ through the dark The tightrope walker points his toe to start And the old bag lady pulls a grocery cart We are human hallelujahs orchestrating what we can’t control Lovers breathing through the window Drawing out their futures on the glass Leftovers sitting on the table Marvin Gaye records on the rack I still remember when you brought home this piano And when the neighbors ruined its veneer This room was always filled with laughter From everyone who ever sat here First recital punch bowls lined like steel drums Where everybody has a nervous twitch What is man that you are mindful of him When he’s tying a balloon around your wrist? Fragile glory’s swelling up a beatin’ heart A bicycle headlight’s passin’ through the dark The tightrope walker points his toe to start And the old bag lady pulls a grocery cart We are human hallelujahs orchestrating what we can’t control

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released March 16, 2015

ALL SONGS WRITTEN BY CAMERON BLAKE (BMI)
CAMERON BLAKE: VOCALS/GUITAR/PIANO
PRODUCED, ENGINEERED AND MIXED BY PETER FOX
RECORDED MAY 8-13, 2014 AT STONE HOUSE RECORDING, GRAND RAPIDS, MI
MASTERED BY BILL WOLF AT BILL WOLF PRODUCTIONS, INC, ARLINGTON, VA
ALBUM ART AND PHOTOS BY JANESSA RAE SLANGEN

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